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firthgalHouse was... wow. WOW! So freaking beautiful! I cried my eyes out. No episode of House has ever moved me as much as this episode did. The House/Wilson was utterly heartbreaking. OMG! Just... wow. This was quite possibly the greatest ep ever.
When Wilson asked House to risk his life in order to save Amber? WOW! Seriously, House looked like his heart had shattered into a million pieces. He was so incredibly hurt that Wilson chose someone else over him without even flinching. And House just went through with it, because if Wilson didn't care about him, then what's the point of living? :'( Also, I love how fierce House was about saving Amber right from the beginning. This was the episode where we truly saw the depth of House's love for Wilson. He was willing to do absolutely anything for him. And then the part where he realized that Amber died because of him? And you could see House crying? OH MY GOD!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG! Talk about my heart hurting. OMG! He knew right then and there that Wilson was going to hate him, and his heart broke even more. And then he didn't want to live, because the pain of not having Wilson's love was too much for him to handle. OMG! And then when he woke up, even though Cuddy was there, it was like he was all alone in the world, because the only person he wanted by his side was Wilson. The look shared between them there at the end, GAH!!!!!!! House looks so desperate and vulnerable, and Wilson is hurting, wanting to hate House, but still caring enough to check on him, but then he walks away, and House looks like he died inside. OH MY GOD!!!!! GAH! SO FREAKING BEAUTIFUL! But so, so sad.
Speaking of sad, Wilson and Amber made me bawl. I'm not joking about using a whole tissue box. God, Amber loved Wilson SO MUCH! She freaking went to deal with House purely for Wilson, because she knew that House was important to Wilson. No one else did this for him. No one else understood his love for House, but Amber got it. Her love for Wilson was so damn beautiful, and yeah, she was the female version of House, but she gave Wilson what House was never able to give him (besides sex). She made him feel loved. For Wilson to find something so perfect, just to have it ripped away from him was so incredibly heart-wrenching, and the fact that House was unintentionally responsible for it made it even worse. Oh, my heart. :'(
And that moment on the white bus between House and Amber was huge. House acknowledged that he doesn't want to live in misery anymore. He doesn't want the pain. And he wants Wilson. Of course, in the season 2 finale he decided to put meaning into his life, but that only lasted for a few episodes, so I guess we'll have to wait and see if this ordeal changes him at all. I think the idea of having to live without Wilson will definitely force him to change some of his ways. He has to win back his love. But, you know, even after all this, I still think Wilson loves him. It's always been something that Wilson has never been able to turn off. He will always care about House. And Wilson will always be #1 in House's life. I know the show ended with House/Cuddy, but as far as House was concerned, Cuddy didn't even exist. He was definitely alone. He needs his Wilson. *sniff*
OMG, such a perfect episode. LOVED IT!!!!!
Oh, and you know what else? I've turned my parents into Life watchers. Oh yes. Awhile back I showed them Fallen Woman, and they liked it, but they weren't all that impressed. And tonight I showed them Fill It Up, and now they are all, "When does the next season start? What day is it on? What time? What channel? We need to see what happens." Oh yes, I have converted them. But 10:00pm on Fridays is way too late for them. So I doubt that they'll watch season 2. I'll keep them updated, though. But see, my dad always mocks my TV shows, and then I force one on him, and then he's like, "Oh, well, okay, it's not that bad." I still can't convert my parents to The Office though. They think Two and a Half Men is far superior. *gag*
When Wilson asked House to risk his life in order to save Amber? WOW! Seriously, House looked like his heart had shattered into a million pieces. He was so incredibly hurt that Wilson chose someone else over him without even flinching. And House just went through with it, because if Wilson didn't care about him, then what's the point of living? :'( Also, I love how fierce House was about saving Amber right from the beginning. This was the episode where we truly saw the depth of House's love for Wilson. He was willing to do absolutely anything for him. And then the part where he realized that Amber died because of him? And you could see House crying? OH MY GOD!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG! Talk about my heart hurting. OMG! He knew right then and there that Wilson was going to hate him, and his heart broke even more. And then he didn't want to live, because the pain of not having Wilson's love was too much for him to handle. OMG! And then when he woke up, even though Cuddy was there, it was like he was all alone in the world, because the only person he wanted by his side was Wilson. The look shared between them there at the end, GAH!!!!!!! House looks so desperate and vulnerable, and Wilson is hurting, wanting to hate House, but still caring enough to check on him, but then he walks away, and House looks like he died inside. OH MY GOD!!!!! GAH! SO FREAKING BEAUTIFUL! But so, so sad.
Speaking of sad, Wilson and Amber made me bawl. I'm not joking about using a whole tissue box. God, Amber loved Wilson SO MUCH! She freaking went to deal with House purely for Wilson, because she knew that House was important to Wilson. No one else did this for him. No one else understood his love for House, but Amber got it. Her love for Wilson was so damn beautiful, and yeah, she was the female version of House, but she gave Wilson what House was never able to give him (besides sex). She made him feel loved. For Wilson to find something so perfect, just to have it ripped away from him was so incredibly heart-wrenching, and the fact that House was unintentionally responsible for it made it even worse. Oh, my heart. :'(
And that moment on the white bus between House and Amber was huge. House acknowledged that he doesn't want to live in misery anymore. He doesn't want the pain. And he wants Wilson. Of course, in the season 2 finale he decided to put meaning into his life, but that only lasted for a few episodes, so I guess we'll have to wait and see if this ordeal changes him at all. I think the idea of having to live without Wilson will definitely force him to change some of his ways. He has to win back his love. But, you know, even after all this, I still think Wilson loves him. It's always been something that Wilson has never been able to turn off. He will always care about House. And Wilson will always be #1 in House's life. I know the show ended with House/Cuddy, but as far as House was concerned, Cuddy didn't even exist. He was definitely alone. He needs his Wilson. *sniff*
OMG, such a perfect episode. LOVED IT!!!!!
Oh, and you know what else? I've turned my parents into Life watchers. Oh yes. Awhile back I showed them Fallen Woman, and they liked it, but they weren't all that impressed. And tonight I showed them Fill It Up, and now they are all, "When does the next season start? What day is it on? What time? What channel? We need to see what happens." Oh yes, I have converted them. But 10:00pm on Fridays is way too late for them. So I doubt that they'll watch season 2. I'll keep them updated, though. But see, my dad always mocks my TV shows, and then I force one on him, and then he's like, "Oh, well, okay, it's not that bad." I still can't convert my parents to The Office though. They think Two and a Half Men is far superior. *gag*
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Date: 2008-05-20 11:18 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-05-20 02:18 pm (UTC)But, I got my dad to like it, and every time he tries to solve it before Charlie and Dani he always gets it wrong in what happened. XD
10 on Fridays now (which means probably 11 out here)? Yay! That's good! It used to be on Wednesdays and I really couldn't stay up at all. I torrented down all the episodes because I'm Canadian (so therefore, I don't have legality issues as long as I don't share it) and that it's really late at night
I'm really looking forward to the new season!
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Date: 2008-05-20 02:57 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-05-20 03:01 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-05-20 04:20 pm (UTC)Really... your dad must be very smart to do that. But, I do agree, it takes the fun out of everything when it does happen.
I love having my dad guess and me trying to contain laughter. It's great.
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Date: 2008-05-20 11:35 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-05-22 04:10 am (UTC)Oh boy oh boy oh boy. You know I adore you, which is why I will refrain from really cutting loose on you for that one, because that is an unfortunately classic example of the House/Cam shipper. That is a blatant disregard for the relationship that House has with Cuddy.
Yes, Wilson was definitely his utmost concern at the moment - there's no denying that - but "Cuddy didn't even exist"? I think, for a moment, you need to take off the House/Cam glasses and appreciate all the relationships on House for what they are.
Wilson and Cuddy are the two most important people in House's life -- the evidence has been piling up for four seasons now to support this. Hell, they're the two people that continually save his life. That can be said about no other character on the show. Except, in a way, Stacy. But sadly we only got to see her for a season and a half. I don't think there's ever a point where Wilson or Cuddy "doesn't exist" to House.
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Date: 2008-05-22 04:29 am (UTC)Anyway, I do acknowledge that there's a House/Cuddy relationship, but I need more from House to really believe that there's anything there other than professional respect and a sexual attraction. The fact that House was willing to do so much for Wilson shows me that he can reciprocate, and it showed me how deeply he can love. I've never seen any of that with Cuddy. And even though I love the House/Cam ship, he's never shown that kind of depth for her either. I think, if anything, this episode sold me 100% on House/Wilson, especially since Amber, the one woman who was perfect for Wilson in every way, was killed off. But yeah, the show has been giving very obvious House/Cuddy hints from season 3, and that's when I started getting turned off by the ship. I like to see the subtle chemistry between characters, and House/Cuddy has always been too "in my face" for me. The moment where he asked her to give him the shot? I liked that. I'd like them better if they had more moments like that rather than just House pisses off Cuddy, they bicker, House talks about her boobs, she rolls her eyes and tries to make a compromise, he says okay then defies her, she gets mad at him, then gives in. It's like this in just about every episode, and it's just not enough to hold my interest. Now, there's plenty wrong with the House/Cam ship too, and I'm sure I'd agree with a lot of it, but House/Cam is the ship that holds my attention more than the others.