:'(

Just watched Passion. Oh god. No one told me that this show would make me bawl. It's 3:30 in the morning and I am a blubbering fool. GILES! JENNY! Oh, how my heart aches for him. Good lord, I wasn't even that invested in them as a couple, but I was tearing up before Giles even got to the body, and then when Willow started sobbing I started to fully cry. And then Buffy punched Giles and dropped to her knees and hugged him and said she couldn't live without him and they were both crying in each other's arms AND OH GOD I AM A WEEPING MESS RIGHT NOW! That was so cruel. Ugh. Angelus! I both love and hate Angelus, I must say. I hate him for hurting Giles so deeply, but he's so damn interesting that I will be very, very sad when he gets his soul back. He is SUCH an awesome bad guy. Had I known he'd be this awesome, I wouldn't have rolled my eyes at him so much in the pre-evil episodes. Anyway, I now cannot sleep because that episode depressed me beyond reason. GILES! OH GILES! What kills me even more is that he rejected Jenny not because he wanted to, but because he thought it was what Buffy wanted, and once he thought he was finally going to be with Jenny again, she gets taken away from him forever. WHY? THAT WAS SO CRUEL! GILES! OH GILES!

Okay, okay. I need to stop spamming my journal with Buffy and go to bed. BUT I CAN'T! GILES! HIS FACE! IT LOOKED SO TRAGIC! GILES! :'(

:'(

Just watched Passion. Oh god. No one told me that this show would make me bawl. It's 3:30 in the morning and I am a blubbering fool. GILES! JENNY! Oh, how my heart aches for him. Good lord, I wasn't even that invested in them as a couple, but I was tearing up before Giles even got to the body, and then when Willow started sobbing I started to fully cry. And then Buffy punched Giles and dropped to her knees and hugged him and said she couldn't live without him and they were both crying in each other's arms AND OH GOD I AM A WEEPING MESS RIGHT NOW! That was so cruel. Ugh. Angelus! I both love and hate Angelus, I must say. I hate him for hurting Giles so deeply, but he's so damn interesting that I will be very, very sad when he gets his soul back. He is SUCH an awesome bad guy. Had I known he'd be this awesome, I wouldn't have rolled my eyes at him so much in the pre-evil episodes. Anyway, I now cannot sleep because that episode depressed me beyond reason. GILES! OH GILES! What kills me even more is that he rejected Jenny not because he wanted to, but because he thought it was what Buffy wanted, and once he thought he was finally going to be with Jenny again, she gets taken away from him forever. WHY? THAT WAS SO CRUEL! GILES! OH GILES!

Okay, okay. I need to stop spamming my journal with Buffy and go to bed. BUT I CAN'T! GILES! HIS FACE! IT LOOKED SO TRAGIC! GILES! :'(

Meme! And Oscar/Andy nonsense.

Okay, my shippage of Oscar/Andy is officially out of control when I see subtext in this deleted scene. THEY WEREN'T EVEN ON CAMERA TOGETHER! But I saw Andy's arms moving in agreement with Oscar. Seriously. I pictured his face looking at Oscar with a huge smile and he was kind of doing a little agreement dance. He totally was. I'm right. Also, I think it's pretty clear that it was Oscar and Andy who drew that picture. They were linked arm in arm and giggling like little schoolgirls in the break room as they worked to get it the exact right shape. Trust me. It's true. Also, it was totally Oscar's idea, Andy just went along with it in order to bro-bond with Oscar.

Stolen from misreall

01. Name a movie that you have seen more than 10 times.
Talladega Nights. I'm actually embarrassed at how much I've watched this movie. I think I watched it 10 times within the first week of renting it.

02. Name a movie that you’ve seen multiple times in the theater.
I pretty much never go to a movie twice because I'm a total cheap skate and my dad would never allow us to go to the same movie twice when we were little because he said it was a waste of money, but I saw The Lion King in the theater the first weekend it came out, and then about a year later or something (it took a LONG time for it to go to video) it came to the cheap theater where they showed the movies that were about to go to video in a couple weeks, and my oldest brother took me to see it again. It was one of his very rare moments of generosity towards me. He made me use all the quarters in my piggy bank to pay for my ticket though. But he drove me, and sat with me, and offered to do this on his own volition. I doubt he even remembers, but that was a pretty big deal for me. And it's the only movie I've seen twice in the theater.

03. Name an actor that would make you more inclined to see a movie.
Robert DeNiro. Always. I've gone to quite a few of his movies.

04. Name an actor that would make you less likely to see a movie.
Ben Affleck.

05. Name a movie that you can quote from.
Anchorman. The Godfather.

( More under the cut )

Meme! And Oscar/Andy nonsense.

Okay, my shippage of Oscar/Andy is officially out of control when I see subtext in this deleted scene. THEY WEREN'T EVEN ON CAMERA TOGETHER! But I saw Andy's arms moving in agreement with Oscar. Seriously. I pictured his face looking at Oscar with a huge smile and he was kind of doing a little agreement dance. He totally was. I'm right. Also, I think it's pretty clear that it was Oscar and Andy who drew that picture. They were linked arm in arm and giggling like little schoolgirls in the break room as they worked to get it the exact right shape. Trust me. It's true. Also, it was totally Oscar's idea, Andy just went along with it in order to bro-bond with Oscar.

Stolen from misreall

01. Name a movie that you have seen more than 10 times.
Talladega Nights. I'm actually embarrassed at how much I've watched this movie. I think I watched it 10 times within the first week of renting it.

02. Name a movie that you’ve seen multiple times in the theater.
I pretty much never go to a movie twice because I'm a total cheap skate and my dad would never allow us to go to the same movie twice when we were little because he said it was a waste of money, but I saw The Lion King in the theater the first weekend it came out, and then about a year later or something (it took a LONG time for it to go to video) it came to the cheap theater where they showed the movies that were about to go to video in a couple weeks, and my oldest brother took me to see it again. It was one of his very rare moments of generosity towards me. He made me use all the quarters in my piggy bank to pay for my ticket though. But he drove me, and sat with me, and offered to do this on his own volition. I doubt he even remembers, but that was a pretty big deal for me. And it's the only movie I've seen twice in the theater.

03. Name an actor that would make you more inclined to see a movie.
Robert DeNiro. Always. I've gone to quite a few of his movies.

04. Name an actor that would make you less likely to see a movie.
Ben Affleck.

05. Name a movie that you can quote from.
Anchorman. The Godfather.

( More under the cut )

Oh god, what have I done?

I just signed up for The Breakfast Club on reel_merlin. I haven't even written a regular Merlin fic let alone a parody. ACK! WHAT HAVE I DONE? On the bright side, I get to mock two birds with one stone here. Uther = Judd Nelson. Morgana = Molly Ringwald. Arthur = Emilio Estevez. Merlin = Anthony Michael Hall. Gwen = Ally Sheedy. Gaius = Dude who keeps them all in detention. DO YOU SEE WHY I COULDN'T RESIST? OMG! The only thing is, I'm going to have to somehow turn the Emilio/Ally love story into Emilio/Anthony Michael Hall, because I cannot bear to have Arthur falling in love with Gwen instead of Merlin. I just can't. Oh man, this is going to be fun. But ACK! I HAVE REAL LIFE STUFF THAT I'M SUPPOSED TO BE DOING! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?

Reasons why my day was awesome:

1. My mom bought me some cannolis today for no reason other than to put a smile on my face, and that made me very, very happy. I love those things. Especially the little ones. Quite possibly the greatest pastry desserts ever invented.

2. This wonderful Uther/Morgana fic was posted on kingandward. Oooooh, well-executed porn, how I adore you. I'm still waiting for some hatesex fic though. *sigh* Everyone seems to be writing these lovely, slightly tragic pieces instead of "there's a thin line between love and fiery hot rage" fics. But hey, I'll take whatever I can get. I'll even take gen and decide to glean Uther/Morgana subtext from it, because that's just the way I am.

3. Andy and Oscar watched Brokeback Mountain together. It was a beautiful, beautiful thing. Ooooh, jesshelga, how I adore you.

4. Andy and Oscar are the greatest bromigos ever. I have no links for this. Just look at my header if you need proof.

5. Today is the day before Saturday. And Saturday is Merlin day. And it's going to be epic. I predict that I will be checking for a download at least twenty times tomorrow before it actually shows up.

6. I had homemade pizza and beer for dinner. This is quite possibly my favorite kind of dinner.

7. I was totally going to do that picspam for Bunny that I had promised her ages ago, but then I didn't. This isn't good, BUT... it means I've abstractly mapped out the theme she gave me, so it'll come one of these days. I PROMISE BUNNY! IT WILL! I JUST TAKE A LOOOONG TIME TO FULFILL WISHES!

8. Giles/Buffy. I felt they had to be mentioned.

Oh god, what have I done?

I just signed up for The Breakfast Club on reel_merlin. I haven't even written a regular Merlin fic let alone a parody. ACK! WHAT HAVE I DONE? On the bright side, I get to mock two birds with one stone here. Uther = Judd Nelson. Morgana = Molly Ringwald. Arthur = Emilio Estevez. Merlin = Anthony Michael Hall. Gwen = Ally Sheedy. Gaius = Dude who keeps them all in detention. DO YOU SEE WHY I COULDN'T RESIST? OMG! The only thing is, I'm going to have to somehow turn the Emilio/Ally love story into Emilio/Anthony Michael Hall, because I cannot bear to have Arthur falling in love with Gwen instead of Merlin. I just can't. Oh man, this is going to be fun. But ACK! I HAVE REAL LIFE STUFF THAT I'M SUPPOSED TO BE DOING! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?

Reasons why my day was awesome:

1. My mom bought me some cannolis today for no reason other than to put a smile on my face, and that made me very, very happy. I love those things. Especially the little ones. Quite possibly the greatest pastry desserts ever invented.

2. This wonderful Uther/Morgana fic was posted on kingandward. Oooooh, well-executed porn, how I adore you. I'm still waiting for some hatesex fic though. *sigh* Everyone seems to be writing these lovely, slightly tragic pieces instead of "there's a thin line between love and fiery hot rage" fics. But hey, I'll take whatever I can get. I'll even take gen and decide to glean Uther/Morgana subtext from it, because that's just the way I am.

3. Andy and Oscar watched Brokeback Mountain together. It was a beautiful, beautiful thing. Ooooh, jesshelga, how I adore you.

4. Andy and Oscar are the greatest bromigos ever. I have no links for this. Just look at my header if you need proof.

5. Today is the day before Saturday. And Saturday is Merlin day. And it's going to be epic. I predict that I will be checking for a download at least twenty times tomorrow before it actually shows up.

6. I had homemade pizza and beer for dinner. This is quite possibly my favorite kind of dinner.

7. I was totally going to do that picspam for Bunny that I had promised her ages ago, but then I didn't. This isn't good, BUT... it means I've abstractly mapped out the theme she gave me, so it'll come one of these days. I PROMISE BUNNY! IT WILL! I JUST TAKE A LOOOONG TIME TO FULFILL WISHES!

8. Giles/Buffy. I felt they had to be mentioned.