Monstar just made me bawl my eyes out. KYU DONG, DON'T YOU DARE! Look, the show has been foreshadowing
his suicide from the first ep, but the tone of the show has been kept fairly light, so I didn't think that it would actually go there. I still don't, really. I'm going to hang onto the theory that NaNa is on the roof and catches him before he steps off. But... well... his death could impact so many characters a great deal. But then the show will go very dark and it will start feeling like a very special episode of Degrassi instead of a cute little k-drama, so I don't want it to go there. But at the same time I am curious to see how Kyu Dong's suicide would affect the other characters (namely, Do Nam and Jae Rok). Honestly, I don't think anything can change Jae Rok. He will always be a douche. But Do Nam would be heartbroken over never forgiving his best friend (and he'd feel responsible for his death, too). IDK, I am torn. I want Kyu Dong to live, but I also want the show to have the balls to actually have its most sympathetic character kill himself. There are consequences to everything you do, and his death would highlight this. But... but... I WANT KYU DONG TO LIVE AND BE HAPPY. IDK.